The only defense that is more than pretense is to act on the fact that there is no defense.
The Forgotten Soldier is one of the best war memoirs I've read. An account of a Guy Sajer, a German soldier who joined the Wehrmacht in 1941- the worst possible timing.
After training, Sajer is assigned to a supply battalion on the Russian front. They arrive just before the German defeat at Stalingrad in 1942.
Sajer is soon transferred to a combat division. The next three years (1942-1945) are a continuous sequence of defeat and bloody retreat. The book overflows with carnage, death and cruelty.
"Ernst", I said. "I'm going to bandage you. Don't cry."
I was insane. Ernst wasn't crying: I was. His coat was covered with blood. With the dressings in my hand, I stared at my friend. He must have been hit in the lower jaw. His teeth were mixed with fragments of bone, and through the gore I could see the muscles of his face contracting, moving what was left of his features.
